there are some days where i simply don’t want them.

i don’t want to wake up with someone yelling at me asking me what i’m doing, 
what plans i have for that day,
or how i’m doing.

i love excitement just as much as the next person. 
and i also enjoy letting my friends know that i am interested in the conversation even if it involves the use of exclamation marks and the occasional use of the caps lock key.

i am guilty of this.. and by no means is it a bad thing.
but sometimes, somedays, i just want nothing to do with it.
somedays i just want to be real.
no frills.
no whistles.

no, “HOW ARE YOU DOING?!?”

and more, “how are you today, truly?”

am i making any sense?

answers from the former are always exaggerated and exclaimed equally as irrationally as the question.

the latter requires thought.
a geniune answer.

i guess some days i want nothing but truth and authenticity; nothing more, nothing less.

/end rant